BFF, BEF Or BFE

You displace your anger and frustration all over me. Why? Does it make you feel better to kick me in the teeth.

Apparently it does. Whatever eases you, my friend.

We’ve known each other now for how long? Thirty-nine years and you never change.

It’s always what you feel and what you know And anything falls outside of that bothers you, including me.

So rather than let me be me it bothers you. So you have to cut me down and make me change into something to conform and contort into another shape.

You label me a sheep among wolves. Do you really know me that well?

I’ve opened up to you and told you more than I told almost anyone. And yet, you still hold me in such contempt.

I think it would hurt me except, I just don’t fit into the mold that you want

Yeah, you try to group me in with all these other morons. Because it makes it easier for you more palpable.

You get me angry to get me to react. That’s totally gaslighting. Then you get on my case for being mad.

I wonder if you even know that you’re doing it? I don’t think you do I think you do it unconsciously.

Well, I’m sure after this exchange we won’t talk for weeks, or months, or ever. But I will never standby and let you trash me ever again…

-aaa

4 thoughts on “BFF, BEF Or BFE

  1. Wow! I hope that you get to say that to whoever it is that’s been hurting you all these years. That’s powerful stuff and I can relate to how being that vulnerable to another human can hurt. I wish you well.

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    • Thank you I’m fine. I just my best friend has always been a narcissist and so I just need to remember when he starts acting that way to just ignore him. in the past, he hurt me a lot but I don’t let him hurt me anymore. Thank you for reading. 😊

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