QOTD: #105: A Couple Worries

What are you most worried about for the future?

I worry that my writing won’t be a success. I put a lot of my heart and soul to everything I write. I want people to feel something with everything they’re right. As I’m obviously feeling tons when I write it.

I just never know how it’s gonna work out. I write many poems every day and get great responses and comments.

Then I release a short story broken down into 9 parts for the first time and I got one single comment.

You just never know you have to be determined and try and do your best and if nobody reads what you’re working on, keep writing anyway.

Another worry is that I won’t be able to enjoy my life until it’s too late. I’ve really really sacrificed a lot of happiness and joy and money for people that didn’t care. I spent 26 years with these people that I’ll never get back.

I’ve rectified that issue but now you know I’m 52 trying to figure it all out and I want to do a lot of fun and great things in this lifetime.

As always, thank you for reading. 😊

-aaa

Together At Last, My Ideal Manifestation

Originally Published 04/09/2024

I know you so well I know your taste.

That ecstasy contorted look on your face.

I know your beautiful scent.

Destinations we came and went.

New adventures of pleasures await.

Passport for passions with an ideal mate.

Covered in kisses if you desire.

Bodies entwined in instant fire.

Any request that you want to make.

Fulfilled with as much as you can take.

Share with me a deep embrace.

Not a single moment goes to waste.

Chasing dreams just you and me.

The way it was supposed to be.

We met on a random distant shore.

Understanding how it didn’t work out before.

Karmic lessons of our pasts.

Relationships that didn’t last.

All don’t matter wow.

As we’re together now.

It’s all no sudden wonder.

That we manifested each other.

Now silently together in a soft bed.

I caress a weary head.

Your breathing is very deep.

We drift together off to sleep.

-aaa

eM oveL I

Art by Lili Zeng

Loving yourself isn’t just ideal,

It is absolutely necessary

We all do have appeal

Not the contrary.

Knowing your value

Will save your life

In everything that you do

Preventing strife.

Hold on fast

To all your goals

The bad times won’t last

Though it takes a toll.

Push on hard

Through the fire

Even if needing restart,

On life’s high wire.

Be ever present

And live in the now

Drop your past resentment

As you push and plough.

Reap the happiness

Living your best life now

Share with all who’ll witness

Applied lessons and know-how.

-AAA 07/01/2024

Self Evolution

I’ve evolved extensively on my life’s journey.

In the past I wished I was like everyone else

I had trouble accepting my uniqueness.

Today, I embrace my inner weird, big time

I appreciate my nonconformity

And I truly wholly love myself…

-AAA 06/29/2024