QOTD: #228

Is there an age or year of your life you would re-live?

What year age could I live again? How about age 12 forward. I’d like to get back to where I was in junior high school and just live forward from there.

I would have to, of course take the knowledge and hard lessons I’ve learned up to now with me or forget about it. 😂😂

If I could talk to myself at age 12, I would say, “Don’t let any ugly things people project on you become what you are”. That is the hardest lesson in the biggest setback of my life and took me till about age 50 to figure out and undo. also, “It’s OK to be weird and be different and be sensitive. Many people won’t understand it, but that’s OK. They don’t have to. You just have to.”.

If I could maybe change things around and have a longer period of grace and perspective and peace in my life, I think it would’ve been a lot more fun.

That’s not to say I’m not having a great time now, but just taking this question as a hypothetical, I would return to that time with the knowledge I have and live the greatest life I could and help the most people I could as well.

I definitely would not change many things. I’d be a musician still and I’d be a writer as well. The only difference is I’d stick with those things my whole life and keep that technical knowledge I learned from going that route, since it wouldn’t hurt.😉

I don’t want to be rich or famous. I just want to be happy and if I could’ve lived a happier life with all these realizations far earlier, it wouldn’t be a bad thing. I’m not experiencing any regret on that truthfully I’m just enjoying this fantasy presented.

As always, thank you for reading and listening. I love you all out there, and if I ever get the chance, I will officially “like” your writings and submissions again. I’ll do my best to comment where I can, but I cannot comment on every single thing unfortunately, just know I love everything you all do and have the upmost respect for you all. ❤️

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