Not so Fond Farewell

Now I’m here

You go away

Save cruelty

For another day.

Badness gone

Far away

Save it for

Another stay.

Leave this place

Move along

Singing a

Different song.

There’s no need

To explain

As your words

Cause me pain.

Bid adieu

Say goodbye

Pack your bags

I won’t cry.

For, my truth

Is at hand

You’re in a

Distant land.

Now I’m free

From your hate

Peace without

A debate…

-aaa

Originally Published 05/25/2024

I’m Gone

Use me

abuse me

and you’ll lose me

Flake me

Fake me

And you’ll mistake me

Hurt me

Shirk me

And I’ll dessert thee

Push me

Prod me

And flog me.

I thought you were the one

Instead you used me for fun

And now I’m done…

-aaa

Originally Published 05/18/2024

No Happy Endings Aka The Leftovers

For some of us, there are no happy endings

No twenty year anniversaries to celebrate

Instead, divorces with alimonies pending

Leaves us remaining of in a frazzled state.

Some were high school sweethearts

Or college friends from long ago

Many of which lead to two happy hearts

While the rest of us are just status quo.

What did we do that was so wrong?

To end up with such gruesome loves

I guess we sang to a different song

With circling vultures instead of doves.

We try our best to not have envy

Watching you all celebrate

Hold it together as best we can be

Looking only to ourselves, to appreciate.

A pure love that we all read about

That is what your lives have shown

Selflessness and sacrifice in large amount

Those things, from others, we’ve never known.

So please remember us, solitary souls

As your anniversary years accrue

As we’re finding all the answers alone

Remember, you’re lucky, that someone truly loves you…

-AAA 05/17/2024

Originally Published 05/17/2024

I Was Disgustingly Yours

I once was yours 

In that vain 

Endless chores

Pouring rain.

Hateful notions

Thrown at me 

Lackluster devotion

In an empty sea.

Promises given 

But never delivered

Agendas hidden

Coldness shivered 

Heartless mental abuse 

At your very hands 

In my pain you’d amuse 

Making other sticky plans.

Inside was out 

And outside in 

Matriarchal clout 

Cold ice within.

You though you were clever

That I’d eternally chomp at the bit

Until I saw never, your forever

Then I wised up and quit.

Less and less I look back 

All the lessons have been learned

I greatly suffered from your lack

Someday, your karma will be returned…

-AAA 10/09/2024

Not so Fond Farewell

Now I’m here

You go away

Save cruelty

For another day.

Badness gone

Far away

Save it for

Another stay.

Leave this place

Move along

Singing a

Different song.

There’s no need

To explain

As your words

Cause me pain.

Bid adieu

Say goodbye

Pack your bags

I won’t cry.

For, my truth

Is at hand

You’re in a

Distant land.

Now I’m free

From your hate

Peace without

A debate…

-aaa

I’m Gone

Use me

abuse me

and you’ll lose me

Flake me

Fake me

And you’ll mistake me

Hurt me

Shirk me

And I’ll dessert thee

Push me

Prod me

And flog me.

I thought you were the one

Instead you used me for fun

And now I’m done…

-aaa

No Happy Endings Aka The Leftovers

For some of us, there are no happy endings

No twenty year anniversaries to celebrate

Instead, divorces with alimonies pending

Leaves us remaining of in a frazzled state.

Some were high school sweethearts

Or college friends from long ago

Many of which lead to two happy hearts

While the rest of us are just status quo.

What did we do that was so wrong?

To end up with such gruesome loves

I guess we sang to a different song

With circling vultures instead of doves.

We try our best to not have envy

Watching you all celebrate

Hold it together as best we can be

Looking only to ourselves, to appreciate.

A pure love that we all read about

That is what your lives have shown

Selflessness and sacrifice in large amount

Those things, from others, we’ve never known.

So please remember us, solitary souls

As your anniversary years accrue

As we’re finding all the answers alone

Remember, you’re lucky, that someone truly loves you…

-AAA 05/17/2024