
Missing 💔



Same time last summer
Why was it a bummer
You had a deep need
That I could never feed.
–
When you said goodbye
Rivers of tears I cried
When I realized you didn’t care
I relearned that life isn’t fair.
–
I put it all on the table
But your love was a fable
Painfully knowing all too late
That to you I wasn’t great.
–
The passions we shared
Were beyond compare
Yet you took another lover
Your lies were uncovered.
–
Not my lover not my friend
Didn’t have my back in the end
It’d be easy to hope for hell
But in the end I wish you well.
-AAA 01/06/2025

In this time of crying.
You don’t see me there.
Gasping, choking, sighing.
Desperately, grasping for air.
–
Why did you leave me?
Where did you go?
Why must you deceive me?
I am reeling from the blow.
–
What did I do?
That wasn’t good enough.
Why weren’t you true?
This deception was rough.
–
All of your kisses.
Truly didn’t mean a thing.
My perceived hits were misses.
Hence, I was never your king.
–
I thought you were my forever.
Forever, plus a day.
In reality you were never.
Ever intending to stay.
–
First, you started ghosting.
Avoiding me in chat.
Barely responding to my posting.
You left me hard and flat.
–
You said you couldn’t love me.
When I told you “I love you”.
Your rejection, just crushed me.
At the time knowing not what I’d do.
–
So I bitterly reminisce you.
Now that you’re long gone.
And I’ll never again kiss you.
As you used me like a pawn…
-aaa
Originally Published 05/10/2024

Sky blue you left me
Lying in an empty bed
Resting all alone.
Painful tears run down my face
For a love that never was…
-AAA/MAD 10/6/24

Kathy Kay had quite a tough day
Consolation was hard to say
Heartbreak is so hard
Hurts in this regard
To the bard
I portray…
-AAA 09/27/2024

Your three words today are:
INCISION
CUT
STITCH
POINT OF NO RETURN

Some can’t stitch marriage
All incisions cut too deep
For any healing
As their life is terminal
And there is no coming back…
-AAA 09/25/2024

Sitting in place
Grimace on face
The steps I trace
Without a brace
So don’t give chase
Need to replace
In any case
I’ll leave post haste…
-AAA 09/14/2024

Conversions fade
When there’s nothing else to say
People do as well
As relationships decay
Then everything goes to hell…
-AAA 09/13/2024

You left…
Slowly surely..
After you ghosted me..
I knew it was the very end..
Goodbye…
-AAA 08/27/2024

Lost mutual love.
Is just like being switched off.
Unplugged and turned off…
-AAA 8/12/2024

In this time of crying.
You don’t see me there.
Gasping, choking, sighing.
Desperately, grasping for air.
–
Why did you leave me?
Where did you go?
Why must you deceive me?
I am reeling from the blow.
–
What did I do?
That wasn’t good enough.
Why weren’t you true?
This deception was rough.
–
All of your kisses.
Truly didn’t mean a thing.
My perceived hits were misses.
Hence, I was never your king.
–
I thought you were my forever.
Forever, plus a day.
In reality you were never.
Ever intending to stay.
–
First, you started ghosting.
Avoiding me in chat.
Barely responding to my posting.
You left me hard and flat.
–
You said you couldn’t love me.
When I told you “I love you”.
Your rejection, just crushed me.
At the time knowing not what I’d do.
–
So I bitterly reminisce you.
Now that you’re long gone.
And I’ll never again kiss you.
As you used me like a pawn…
-aaa