Ghosted And Dropped

In this time of crying.

You don’t see me there.

Gasping, choking, sighing.

Desperately, grasping for air.

Why did you leave me?

Where did you go?

Why must you deceive me?

I am reeling from the blow.

What did I do?

That wasn’t good enough.

Why weren’t you true?

This deception was rough.

All of your kisses.

Truly didn’t mean a thing.

My perceived hits were misses.

Hence, I was never your king.

I thought you were my forever.

Forever, plus a day.

In reality you were never.

Ever intending to stay.

First, you started ghosting.

Avoiding me in chat.

Barely responding to my posting.

You left me hard and flat.

You said you couldn’t love me.

When I told you “I love you”.

Your rejection, just crushed me.

At the time knowing not what I’d do.

So I bitterly reminisce you.

Now that you’re long gone.

And I’ll never again kiss you.

As you used me like a pawn…

-aaa

Originally Published 05/10/2024

I Deserved Better 

I’m losing my cool 

It can’t be helped

Played for a fool.

That’s how I felt

Irritated inside

Like a fresh welt.

Damn my pride

Such a waste

Nowhere to hide.

As I leave post haste

Trapped in the lies

I can’t just cut and paste.

Yet, you gave me your thighs

I do not know why

To lows from such highs.

Makes me cry

Foolish tears 

Why’d you lie?

I guess it was fears

Of what may come

And where your heart steers.

Now I feel dumb 

For buying it all

As well as numb.

Like I’m 2 foot small

Reduced to nothing

Kneeling, I crawl.

There was just huffing 

No love to be found

All the while your McGuffing

When I wasn’t around

You found better

And left me on the ground.

A Dear John Letter

Without a sound

I deserved much better…

-AAA 09/13/2024

Ghosted And Dropped

In this time of crying.

You don’t see me there.

Gasping, choking, sighing.

Desperately, grasping for air.

Why did you leave me?

Where did you go?

Why must you deceive me?

I am reeling from the blow.

What did I do?

That wasn’t good enough.

Why weren’t you true?

This deception was rough.

All of your kisses.

Truly didn’t mean a thing.

My perceived hits were misses.

Hence, I was never your king.

I thought you were my forever.

Forever, plus a day.

In reality you were never.

Ever intending to stay.

First, you started ghosting.

Avoiding me in chat.

Barely responding to my posting.

You left me hard and flat.

You said you couldn’t love me.

When I told you “I love you”.

Your rejection, just crushed me.

At the time knowing not what I’d do.

So I bitterly reminisce you.

Now that you’re long gone.

And I’ll never again kiss you.

As you used me like a pawn…

-aaa