Ghosted And Dropped

In this time of crying.

You don’t see me there.

Gasping, choking, sighing.

Desperately, grasping for air.

–

Why did you leave me?

Where did you go?

Why must you deceive me?

I am reeling from the blow.

–

What did I do?

That wasn’t good enough.

Why weren’t you true?

This deception was rough.

–

All of your kisses.

Truly didn’t mean a thing.

My perceived hits were misses.

Hence, I was never your king.

–

I thought you were my forever.

Forever, plus a day.

In reality you were never.

Ever intending to stay.

–

First, you started ghosting.

Avoiding me in chat.

Barely responding to my posting.

You left me hard and flat.

–

You said you couldn’t love me.

When I told you “I love you”.

Your rejection, just crushed me.

At the time knowing not what I’d do.

–

So I bitterly reminisce you.

Now that you’re long gone.

And I’ll never again kiss you.

As you used me like a pawn…

-aaa

Originally Published 05/10/2024

I Deserved Better 

I’m losing my cool 

It can’t be helped

Played for a fool.

–

That’s how I felt

Irritated inside

Like a fresh welt.

–

Damn my pride

Such a waste

Nowhere to hide.

–

As I leave post haste

Trapped in the lies

I can’t just cut and paste.

–

Yet, you gave me your thighs

I do not know why

To lows from such highs.

–

Makes me cry

Foolish tears 

Why’d you lie?

–

I guess it was fears

Of what may come

And where your heart steers.

–

Now I feel dumb 

For buying it all

As well as numb.

–

Like I’m 2 foot small

Reduced to nothing

Kneeling, I crawl.

–

There was just huffing 

No love to be found

All the while your McGuffing

–

When I wasn’t around

You found better

And left me on the ground.

–

A Dear John Letter

Without a sound

I deserved much better…

-AAA 09/13/2024

Ghosted And Dropped

In this time of crying.

You don’t see me there.

Gasping, choking, sighing.

Desperately, grasping for air.

–

Why did you leave me?

Where did you go?

Why must you deceive me?

I am reeling from the blow.

–

What did I do?

That wasn’t good enough.

Why weren’t you true?

This deception was rough.

–

All of your kisses.

Truly didn’t mean a thing.

My perceived hits were misses.

Hence, I was never your king.

–

I thought you were my forever.

Forever, plus a day.

In reality you were never.

Ever intending to stay.

–

First, you started ghosting.

Avoiding me in chat.

Barely responding to my posting.

You left me hard and flat.

–

You said you couldn’t love me.

When I told you “I love you”.

Your rejection, just crushed me.

At the time knowing not what I’d do.

–

So I bitterly reminisce you.

Now that you’re long gone.

And I’ll never again kiss you.

As you used me like a pawn…

-aaa