That Last Kiss 

If I knew it would be the last time 

I would’ve kissed you a lot longer.

If I knew it would be goodbye 

I would’ve held you stronger.

If knew there was another 

I would’ve tried  harder

It’s all or nothing in this life

I should’ve been smarter.

I thought you believed in us 

I thought you were a fighter

I never should’ve let go 

I should’ve held you tighter.

Now, I wish you well from far away

I hope he’s great to you

I wish you a lifetime of great things

And endless happiness too…

-AAA 10/31/2024

Goodbye, Green Eyed Girlie

Where did you go? Where have you gone

There’s been time between to reflect on

It’s been nearly 18 years since we dated

Though our love was destined ill fated

Though I never forgot you even in the end

And I hope you still saw me as a friend

Loss is hard especially with love

Saying goodbyes with a violent shove

You lost your love and then yourself

Stagnating away on a dusty shelf

Wishing relief could’ve been given

So that you could restart happily living

Your large heart and ability to care

Were your lifetime cross to bear

Your star was dimmed way to soon

With eternity now your only boon

I hope pray each night and day

A new unity with all taken away

Please forgive me I implore

For closing off my apartment door

Protecting boundaries is nothing to boast

Slamming my door when you needed me most

Now you are energy in its purest form

Traveling faster than light is your norm

Reunited with parents and lover

New infinities to discover

I look back on the time we spent

And remember and smile for what it meant

Stunning Green eyes and a warm fair face

Often brought me smiles and grace

Wondershozen and the Simpsons we shared

And I’m certain that you really cared

I truly wanted to bring you peace

To bring your painful life at ease

You are free now my friend

And your joys will never end

Goodbye adieu a fond farewell

A highlight in my life and I wish you well

More lessons in life to portend

A long peaceful rest my friend…

-aaa