Sweet Sleep Surrender

Originally Published 04/26/2024

Feel me, I am near you

Whisper and I’ll hear you

Share those secrets with me

Then let go and be free

Time will slow down, you needn’t worry

The universe doesn’t make us to hurry

Let’s enjoy our silver lining

Meeting in divine timing

The wait we endured has been too long

Any longer and our story would be a song

Through thick and thin clichés galore

Do stay longer and I’ll think of more

Just hold me tight and never let go

Even if the advanced hour tells you so

As the night deepens, you finally rest

Laying your soft head on my chest

I feel my heart start to soar

As you gently snore

Breathing soft and safe at last

From the horrors of your past

I finally close my eyes and drift away

Before the evening turns to day

I won’t move an inch as you gently sleep

For I know its relief is peaceful and deep

Blackness now surrounds this bed

As I drift away and lay back my head

-aaa

Ocean Warmth

Originally Published 03/28/2024

soft beckoning fingers translucent blue greet me in the bright sunlight

cooling hot feet and instantly refreshing an overtaxed weary soul

gulls squeal overhead looking for something yummy or unguarded

opaque shapes don’t hide the sun as the warm breezes gently kiss

suddenly I inhale an entire grove of coconuts and she’s there

laying on a blanket bikini laden dark soft skin drinking up the sunlight

refreshment of her design in hand complete with umbrella and ice

sporting Jackie-O sunglasses and enjoying all life has to offer

legs trim and long and strong and beautiful bringing my mind to a place where pain doesn’t exist

she smiles a wry smile at me and as usual challenges me, I feel the shock as the cold water laps up my ankles

stepping ever forward I am washed in the spray of soft white foam the smoothly caresses my arms and legs as I enter

I duck and dodge a behemoth of a wave just as an airplane flies overhead affixed to the back, car insurance ads

it’s up to my neck now, be careful, many drown here that are younger and fresher

a helicopter juts by and I wave that I am ok as a wave slaps my face with its cold fingers

that slapped burned as the salt water swirls in my mouth and I spit it out

kelp, seaweed, aliens I am unsure what this stuff is but it entangles me just as the woman on the shore did

I grab a handful and chuck it away and await its magic re-emergence

I turn to shore and head in the direction of the woman as her coconut essence calls out to me

a warm smile greets me and warm lips as well just as a gentle ocean wind catches us both enveloping us

contentedness without limit, warmth without cold and desire without rejection…

The beach calls us all into her soft sensual arms.

-aaa

Love is Arithmetic ❤️ + ❤️ = 💞

Love is Arithmetic

Zero plus zero is none

Let’s add ones for fun.

One and one is two

Just like me and you.

Two and two make four

Enjoying good times more.

Three and three are six

We always get our kicks.

Four plus four are eight

As we never hesitate.

Five and five are ten

Let’s meet all over again…

-AAA 08/03/2024

Zero plus zero is none

Let’s add ones for fun.

One and one is two

Just like me and you.

Two and two make four

Enjoying good times more.

Three and three are six

We always get our kicks.

Four plus four are eight

As we never hesitate.

Five and five are ten

Let’s meet all over again…

-AAA 08/03/2024

Obsidian Delight

Originally Published 04/27/2024

Obsidian beauty of dark delight let me love you and caress your tenderness.

Let me meet your warmth in turn with mine in a union of desire.

Hold me never let go and I’ll the share never-ending passion until the sun goes out.

Soft inviting lips beckoning soft touches with soft scarlet insides.

Tingles, tickle innards as a flock of butterflies fill a stomach.

Breathless, basked in their warmth, figures entangle with one another.

Knowing not where one begins and the other ends.

A rushing gush of pleasure washes over us as well gently collapse.

Into soft inviting surroundings never letting go of one each other.

Sunlight , basks her inviting features as the lucky lover takes her in.

Eyes never blinking for a moment making a mental etch of her stunning features.

Beauty such is this is typically reserved for the Gods, not mortals like I.

Luck is an understatement as the brilliant raven crosses the room cutting the distance between us all.

She’s mine for the moment and a small eternity can last forever.

With each kiss and touch, a piece of crimson narcissus falls away taking all pain and sadness that was in the wake…

-aaa :-)(-;

Words, They Protect Us All

Originally Published 04/25/2024

Words are our defense.

To cruelties of a cold world.

Countering the bad.

Providing a shield.

To the harsh realities.

We all must deal with.

New words every day.

Arise through inspirations.

Through experience.

Many lessons learned.

Through the mistakes of our pasts.

Reap many rewards.

They’re a catalyst.

For the words that preserve us.

A creative shield.

That blocks future pain.

Blotting out all the darkness.

And giving us, light.

-aaa

Be Free and See

You can be free

You be you I’ll be me

Then you will see.

Life can be fun

More than a ton

Much, before we’re done.

Just be a little brave

Not quite a knave

Just yourself to save.

Chart your course

By car, foot, or horse

You will endorse.

Live your bucket list

A life of endless bliss

With your own twists.

Forget all of your past

Your lessons learned at last

And tests have been passed.

Live in the now

No sweat on your brow

Or slaving on life’s prow.

Find a true love

A person above

When push comes to shove.

That also in the end

Is a very good friend

With strength to lend

A compromising bend

And your heart to mend.

-AAA 08/01/2024

Love is a Treat for Us All

Ending a love drought

Would be such a treat

It’s what life is all about

With such adoration to share

So please make it all count

Everything can and does matter

As your decisions mount

It’s your bread to eat

In an endless amount…

-AAA 07/31/2024

No Room for Piousness

*Introduction*: I have nothing against Christianity organized religion. I myself was born and raised. Roman Catholic and I still have many of those beliefs and others too. I just don’t like people judging other people for any reason last I checked none of us are God!

Please don’t be offended by these words or just my idea that we need to get along and not judge each other. I have a real problem with people thinking they’re better than other people. It’s not right it’s not what Jesus wanted. It is not what God wants. It’s not what anybody wants. We need to find a way to get along in peace in this life and stop worrying about the next life or we’re all doomed, in my humble opinion.

It was religious/ethnic hate, and prosecution that led to my great grandparents both being murdered in the Armenian Genocide of 1917. My great grandfather was a Greek orthodox minister in the church there. It’s from their brutal deaths that I learned to love all and judge none from a young age and I think we all need to learn this before it’s too late. Thank you all and I hope you continue reading. ❤️ -aaa

No Room for Piousness

Coming down off their cross

Judging all others

Puts me at a loss

You’re not my sisters or brothers.

Christ taught love and understanding

Now chastising people

Your piousness not withstanding

Go back to your steeple.

I have nothing against anyone’s belief

As long as they do not hurt someone

Causing many, unneeded grief

Is not the love of anyone

Different views make the world go round

Embrace all that we can be

That where commonness can be found

Then the love and light we all shall see.

So please don’t try and impart

All judgments upon me

Though you know the Bible by heart

Try mastering common decency.

Please help the helpless

And give hope for the hopeless

That where we are the best

And this I must express.

In the end we are ALL the same

Members of this human race

So don’t place opposing beliefs or blame

Or kindly quickly leave this space…

-AAA 07/25/2024

Delicious (For the Lovers out There)

Originally Published 04/14/2024

D   elving deeper and deeper inside as I find.

one pleasure after another.

E   volving from a purely theoretical

friendship into a physical one as lips touch.

L   ips softer than velvet sweeter than wine

and accepting of mine.

I   timacy on all levels baked with the fires of

our desires as we descover unspoken

pleasures.

C   hoosing to embrace every soft inviting part,

an offer of open lips and mouth.

I   ntimidation melts from the place as I enjoy

each nuance.

O   ther things people disasters in the world

do not exist for those long enjoyed

moments.

U   nbelievable wanton desires are cast and

consumed in the white flames of desire.

S   enses maxed to pleasure, taste, touch,

smell, sound and sites that will forever

burn as those eyes did…  

-aaa

❤️Quantumess❤️

Originally Published 04/25/2024

If I saw you right now what would I say.

If there were song for it what would I play?

If time were under control how would we clock.

If music were our favorite how would we rock?

If light is a relative thing how do we shine.

If hearts are to hold why not mine?

If challenge of change makes me burn 🔥.

Is the price of wisdom worth the spurn?

If the heartbreak was required.

Why wasn’t she mired?

If love is for the all.

Why wouldn’t she fall?

If growth is great and fear is small.

Did you just master walking tall?

I think it’s worth the price of purest gold.

To perfectly align with half of a soul… ❤️

-aaa

The Right One

Originally Published 04/14/2024

The right one is just like home a safe harbor to anchor your life.

The right one will see, greatness that you

will eventually come to know for yourself.

The right one will help you unlock the doors that you thought could never be opened.

The right one will help you ignite that spark that somewhere long ago you thought you’d lost forever.

The right one will know what to say when you need to hear it no matter how difficult.

The right one will share grow and touch your deepest thoughts meeting them with their own.

The right one will understand without question and with heartfelt compassion.

The right one will see your weaknesses and help you overcome them.

The right one will help you transcend your most difficult traumas.

The right one sees your potential and shortcomings and sticks with you even if you repeatedly fall or fail.

The right one will take your tears for strength and purify them for you.

The right one will forever transform your perceptions and life itself.

The right one will bring you back to the self you were meant to be…

-aaa ❤️❤️

Together At Last, My Ideal Manifestation

Originally Published 04/09/2024

I know you so well I know your taste.

That ecstasy contorted look on your face.

I know your beautiful scent.

Destinations we came and went.

New adventures of pleasures await.

Passport for passions with an ideal mate.

Covered in kisses if you desire.

Bodies entwined in instant fire.

Any request that you want to make.

Fulfilled with as much as you can take.

Share with me a deep embrace.

Not a single moment goes to waste.

Chasing dreams just you and me.

The way it was supposed to be.

We met on a random distant shore.

Understanding how it didn’t work out before.

Karmic lessons of our pasts.

Relationships that didn’t last.

All don’t matter wow.

As we’re together now.

It’s all no sudden wonder.

That we manifested each other.

Now silently together in a soft bed.

I caress a weary head.

Your breathing is very deep.

We drift together off to sleep.

-aaa

Tempest Tryst ☔️💃🕺☔️

Dancing together like a single form.

Keeps emotions infinitely warm.

Thunder provides a steady beat.

To the rainy overture as dancers meet.

A flash of lightning brightens in light.

Providing a strobe for the duet tonight.

Dipping a partner in the growing breeze.

Winds wisp violently among the trees.

Hold each other in the potent deluge.

The soft inviting arms, a temporary refuge.

Kissing deeply in endless sheets of rain.

Serious doubts that either will complain.

Soft lips quenched drenched in moist dew.

Quickly stealing an embrace or two.

In an increasing maelstrom they twirl around.

Until resting together on dampened ground.

Passions increased, no care that it’s wet.

Seeing how much closer they can get.

Very dank clothes will get in the way.

Quickly removed as the dancers play.

Caressing hair, gently touching faces.

Warms insides, near, and faraway places.

Soaked to the bone, the puddles run deep.

Saturate two bodies in intimacy’s keep.

The end of the dance they dress in the rain.

Sweet and tender skin almost too much.

Goosebumps appear where their lips touch.

Their own fury matches that of the storm.

Now a dance on ground, again single form.

In water-logged clothes, none can complain.

Last a retreat: dry clothes, cottage, and fire.

A bed warm blanket, the dancers retire.

-aaa ⛈️ ⛈️⛈️

Originally Published 04/08/2024

Four Lunes: Seasons of Friendship, Love, and Heartbreak

A) Summer: Friendship Found

Summer reintroduced us

After a 25 year break

Becoming fast friends.

B) Fall We Meet, Passions Ignite

Fall we met

Things took off from there

Always looking forward.

C) Winter: Cold, Though We Kept Warm

Winter froze us

But we always kept warm

Sustaining each other.

D) Spring: Heartbreak Arrives

Spring consumed all

Ghosting without explanation you disappeared.

A huge disappointment…

-AAA 07/18/2024

Kiss Me Anywhere or Everywhere…

Kiss me in the dark

I don’t care where we are

In the movies or in a park

Or the backseat of my car.

Kiss me in the day

On a lake or by the sea

Be that as it may

As long as you’re close to me.

Kiss me in the rain

Gentle drizzle, or monsoon

It’ll never be in vain

As long as there are stars and moon.

Kiss me in the shower

At the beginning or the end

I’ll open up like a flower

And I’ll never pretend.

Kiss me when the times are hard

Your soft lips will bring me peace

I hold you in the warmest regard

Just like winter’s sweater, fleece.

Kiss me till the end of time

It will never be to my dismay

Until the moment, I turn back to slime

I’ll be feeling the exact same way…

-AAA 07/17/2024

Perilous Penny Purdy

Penny Purdy unleashes a barrage of her angst to an uncaring world.

The world responds to Penny in kind.

Handing her its very own harsh taste of bitter realities.

But never to be counted out, Penny fights back.

Finding an inner strength and sense of fortitude she presses on.

In the end she learns her lessons, finds the wisdom she needed to overcome come her angst in grace.

-AAA 07/12/2024

Eight Simple Lunes to Happiness

1. Tell the truth

Honesty is such a virtue

And a rarity.

2. You are strong

Your journey has been difficult

Yet, you’re here.

3. Just, be, love

In a cynic filled world

You are different.

4. Embrace your weirdness

Go against all the grains

In your nonconformity.

5. Forgive all misdeeds

They are your past and,

Don’t matter today.

6. In the moment

Is how you live, now

With less worry.

7. Trust your instincts

They predict all incoming dangers

So, avoid them.

8. Own your journey

It’s who you are and,

All you’ll be…

-AAA 07/08/2024

Nana Mia I Miss You

Originally Posted 04/28/2024

Happy Heavenly 104th Birthday I love you

Nana, where have you gone, why did you have to leave?

You were a huge part of my life since I began to breathe.

You left 8 years before your life ended, as the Alzheimer’s and dementia took your beautiful mind/personality/memory and obliterated it all.

You read all of my poetry and writings when I was a child and then as a young adult and you always encouraged me to keep at it. My first fan ❤️😊

Watching you rapidly disappear from yourself was beyond painful. I wouldn’t wish it on anyone.

I know if you had a choice you’d remain forever and I wish you could.

A hideous disease took away your memory of me well before that.

I miss your love and guidance.

I miss your laugh, if I try hard I can still hear it echoing in my mind.

I miss your cooking and ever so slightly broken- English.

I miss your stories of the old country.

I miss your calming energy presence in my life as these past 20 years have been challenging.

I am thankful for all you shared and showed and the mere echo of all of this is nice but nothing compared to your being here.

Thank you for building me up through those awkward horrible teenage years. It took a long time for women to get and frankly most still don’t, but I can hear you still sharply objecting to my self criticism and saying how handsome I was. Thank you for that I always felt like the greatest version of myself when I was around you.

Each time I see someone blog about their grandmother your loss hits me hard again.

So I say to everyone, love the important people in your life because they will not be a part of (in person) forever.

I wish I could hug you one more time and receive what we use to call a “nana kiss” which would leave dents on the jawbone from the shear force. 😂

I never could say goodbye and I never will.

Your love and touches on my life have made the man I am today.

So I thank you and hug you from afar but I cannot lie, it’s nothing compared to hugging you in person.

So “Rosarita Pizza Face” (family nickname) enjoy your eternity (you’ve earned it through love and sacrifice) and your rewards ❤️❤️

-aaa ❤️🌹

Together At Last, My Ideal Manifestation

Originally Published 04/09/2024

I know you so well I know your taste.

That ecstasy contorted look on your face.

I know your beautiful scent.

Destinations we came and went.

New adventures of pleasures await.

Passport for passions with an ideal mate.

Covered in kisses if you desire.

Bodies entwined in instant fire.

Any request that you want to make.

Fulfilled with as much as you can take.

Share with me a deep embrace.

Not a single moment goes to waste.

Chasing dreams just you and me.

The way it was supposed to be.

We met on a random distant shore.

Understanding how it didn’t work out before.

Karmic lessons of our pasts.

Relationships that didn’t last.

All don’t matter wow.

As we’re together now.

It’s all no sudden wonder.

That we manifested each other.

Now silently together in a soft bed.

I caress a weary head.

Your breathing is very deep.

We drift together off to sleep.

-aaa

Where are you Soulmate?

I’m as curious as a puppy

As boisterous as a guppy

I can’t wait to meet you

I can’t wait to greet you.

Where are you hiding

Are you flying or riding?

I’ve miss you all these years

Through the hard times and the tears.

In here and ready to play

So, what do you say?

It’s time for you to appear

And make all my past mistakes clear.

I’ll close my eyes and count to three

Hopefully, thereafter, you’ll be standing by me

Set my lonely heart and needing soul, free

As now, I’m who I’m supposed to be…

She Wanted…

She wanted to be pleased

So I obliged her.

She wanted to feel safe

So I protected her.

She wanted to feel love

So I loved her.

She wanted to be taken

So I took her.

She wanted to be excited

So I excited her.

She wanted to be delighted.

So I delighted her.

She wanted appreciation

So I appreciated her.

She wanted to relaxation

So I relaxed her.

She wanted to be desired

So I desired her.

She wanted to be admired

So I admired her.

She wanted peace

So I calmed her.

She wanted to share vulnerability

So I trusted her.

She wanted to be kissed

So I kissed her.

She wanted to be missed

So I missed her.

She wanted to belong

So I held her.

She wanted to be strong

So I strengthened her.

She wanted to be free

So I freed her…

-aaa

Journey of a Lifetime

Winter is frigid

Winter is cold.

Cold day in hell

Cold as ice.

Ice cream sundae

Ice cream man.

Man of the house

Man of war

War what’s it good for

War games.

Games a plenty

Games people play.

Play the record

Play on words.

Words of wisdom

Words can kill.

Killer in you is the killer in me

Kill eye.

Eye of the beholder

Eye of the tiger.

Tiger eyes

Tiger lily.

Lily livered

Lily White.

White shoulders

White room.

Room service

Room with a view.

View to a kill

View from the window.

Window washer

Window to my soul.

Soul mate

Soul kitchen.

Kitchen aid

Kitchen sink.

Sink that put

Sink or swim.

Swim in the main stream

Swim in the sea.

Sea of Cortez

Sea of Joy.

Joy ride

Joy to the world.

World in my eyes

World without love.

Love of a lifetime.

Love is a journey.

Lifetime…

Journey…

-aaa

Mothers

Mothers are definitely the best

They always answer to the test

That’s why they’re better than the rest

Knowing them we are blessed.

Mothers made us our food

Showed how to be good

Did everything for us they could

Like every mother should.

Mothers taught us what to say

How to happily play

That there weren’t enough hours in the day

Mine even taught me how to pray.

Mothers fix our many scrapes

Don’t tolerate when we act like apes

Sometimes give us fruit and grapes

As long as we don’t stay in the drapes.

Mothers are why we are alive

Many taught us how to drive

When mine did I wasn’t sure if she’d survive

Thanks to my mother I learn and thrive.

Mothers show up every day

They keep our tantrums all at bay

We hope forever they will stay

With that wish, I often pray…

-aaa ❤️ 🌹

Mommy, I Love You

For all the mommy’s out there (especially mine) ❤️❤️

M other

O original fan

M oral support

M y first friend

Y ou loved me before anyone

I wouldn’t be who I am without you.

L ow and behold you’ve always been there

O utrageously boisterous and silly

V alued and appreciated

E very time I skinned a knee you were there

Y ou’ve always been my rock

O ur lives are better with moms

U ntil the end of time I’m eternally grateful…

-aaa