I
think
that more
than a few
humans I have known,
love the same way that robots
do with just mere zeroes and ones…
-AAA 01/19/2025
Zeroes and Ones
Tag: narcissism
Ugly
Not so Fond Farewell
Now I’m here
You go away
Save cruelty
For another day.
–
Badness gone
Far away
Save it for
Another stay.
–
Leave this place
Move along
Singing a
Different song.
–
There’s no need
To explain
As your words
Cause me pain.
–
Bid adieu
Say goodbye
Pack your bags
I won’t cry.
–
For, my truth
Is at hand
You’re in a
Distant land.
–
Now I’m free
From your hate
Peace without
A debate…
-aaa
Originally Published 05/25/2024
Deep Darkest Midnight
Nero’s Lesson
Art, Untitled (Blue) by Pinchas Maryan
Leaders that hate
Leaders like Nero
There’s no debate
They’re absolute zero.
–
Compassion lacking
Hatred up front
Cruelty gobsmacking
Insanely blunt.
–
War is hell
A hell they love
Their people aren’t well
Poverty they shove.
–
Propaganda and lies
Political machines
Mother and babe cries
And all in between.
–
Murder or revolution
Will make them retire
A simple conclusion
Like Nero and the Roman Empire.
–
Ché, Pott, Castro, Perón
Lenin, Stalin, Pinochet, and Hitler
Men content to be alone
No exceptions, a stickler.
–
Death before compromise
Led to bitter ends
Only now can we surmise
What tyranny portends.
–
Societies fall, it’s no riddle
As the world turns
Nero and his proverbial fiddle
Playing as his Rome burns…
-AAA 10/05/2024
Manipulators
Life is hard
With little regard
Others, do share their best view
All of their agendas must behoove
With canard…
-AAA 09/19/2024
Seeds of Despair
Pure narcissism
Sows many seeds of despair
Letting evil grow
And propagate everywhere
Leading to torturous fates…
-AAA 08/16/2024
Don’t Walk Away, Run!!!
Your love was as satisfying as a crocheted donut for breakfast.
Your compassion was as deep and rich as a red solo cup.
Your passion was as fiery as the heart of a thousand year old glacier.
–
Your emotional abuse was as consistent as the phases of the moon.
Your disdain for me and anything I found remotely interesting was a death blow.
–
Taking all of these into consideration, I walked away and never looked back lest I be turned to stone…
-AAA 07/14/2024
The Love is Missing
Where
has
the
love
gone?
–
Will
any
ever
return?
–
I
wish
that
I
knew…
-AAA 07/11/2024
Lady Faithless
Who’ll get hurt today?
Lady Faithless makes her play.
Good souls turned away.
Evil has led her astray.
One day, in karma she’ll pay…
-AAA 07/05/2024
New Source
Kick up your heels
Get back on the horse
Adjust your reels
You’ve got a new source.
–
Set your hooks
Set up your bait
Spruce up your looks,
And just wait.
–
Get yourself a money train
Someone who’ll support y’all
And when he figures it out in vain
You’ll take him for a cash windfall.
-AAA 06/29/2024
Web of Lies
Like spiders to flies.
I’m caught in her web of lies.
Her glee through my cries…
-aaa
Not so Fond Farewell
Now I’m here
You go away
Save cruelty
For another day.
–
Badness gone
Far away
Save it for
Another stay.
–
Leave this place
Move along
Singing a
Different song.
–
There’s no need
To explain
As your words
Cause me pain.
–
Bid adieu
Say goodbye
Pack your bags
I won’t cry.
–
For, my truth
Is at hand
You’re in a
Distant land.
–
Now I’m free
From your hate
Peace without
A debate…
-aaa
Abuse is Cruelty
By Martin Kammler
Abuse is unjust.
Emotional hurts are cruel.
And they do not heal…
-aaa
His Vanity
He was cast aside.
With vanity’s deadly sin.
Still has his mirror…
-aaa
The Escape List
Below is my brainstorm list along with reassurances to myself as I prepared to make a grand exodus out of the most toxic relationship of my entire life. Planned and executed over just 8 days…(February 2022).
Todo for New Life
-Get new bank acct.
-Make arrangements for direct deposit for final checks to go there.
-Get passport.
-Speak to LDSS see if the writing gig can continue.
-interview for job at Joel’s work.
-order new debit card for current acct.
-notify post office to close PO Box.
-cash $250 check from mom and pop for bd to get to Cali.
-refill all prescriptions that I can.
-pack suitcase and gym bag for trip.
-leave Thursday night if at all possible or early Friday.
-Try and get close to 5k altogether, see if you can bill a lot for final LDSS check.
-New cell service, or sim and new #.
-Car insurance.
-Register car in Cali.
-pay Feb car pmt.
-change address for LDSS and NHV.
-change address for BofA.
-build 2 laptops for Pima.
-tell Curtis that Pap wants their desktop back build new LAS?
-turn in door card at gym.
-breathe it’s going to be ok, everything is.
4 days to go, man, you got this!!!!!
-aaa
