Consumed and Tossed Asunder

Art by Melissa Daugherty
https://www.deviantart.com/madartwork42

You tear me apart with every word

You strip away my flesh and bone

This situation is quite absurd

You’re toxic treatment I can’t condone

You manipulated me and told lies

Many false words led me astray

Relationships dwindle when the love dies

The best parts of me were ripped away

I covered you in my blanket of love

You smothered me in your cruel hate

I brought you peace like a dove

And you left me to choke on my fate

Through great effort I lost all that weight

And I gained a lot of muscle

You never noticed until it was too late

Rendering moot much my hustle

A starving man, I was neglected

As your love was withheld from me

Instead of being protected

Your ugliness consumed me

I wanted to be your lover

Though you never really did care

Instead I got screwed over

And you were my cross to bear

So I had bid goodbye to you

Long before you left our sacral bed

Today I try to think the best of you

But worms of your memory burrow holes in my head… ~ ~ ~

-aaa

Originally Published 05/09/2024

Don’t Walk Away, Run!!!

Crocheted Donut by Jenny Gallego

Your love was as satisfying as a crocheted donut for breakfast.

Your compassion was as deep and rich as a red solo cup.

Your passion was as fiery as the heart of a thousand year old glacier.

Your emotional abuse was as consistent as the phases of the moon.

Your disdain for me and anything I found remotely interesting was a death blow.

Taking all of these into consideration, I walked away and never looked back lest I be turned to stone…

-AAA 07/14/2024

Consumed and Tossed Asunder

Art by Melissa Daugherty
https://www.deviantart.com/madartwork42

You tear me apart with every word

You strip away my flesh and bone

This situation is quite absurd

You’re toxic treatment I can’t condone

You manipulated me and told lies

Many false words led me astray

Relationships dwindle when the love dies

The best parts of me were ripped away

I covered you in my blanket of love

You smothered me in your cruel hate

I brought you peace like a dove

And you left me to choke on my fate

Through great effort I lost all that weight

And I gained a lot of muscle

You never noticed until it was too late

Rendering moot much my hustle

A starving man, I was neglected

As your love was withheld from me

Instead of being protected

Your ugliness consumed me

I wanted to be your lover

Though you never really did care

Instead I got screwed over

And you were my cross to bear

So I had bid goodbye to you

Long before you left our sacral bed

Today I try to think the best of you

But worms of your memory burrow holes in my head… ~ ~ ~

-aaa

Gaslight (Ex) Wife

I know it’s up but you say it’s down

Desired respect but treated as a clown

Right I swear but you say left

Peace of mind that is your theft

Saying it’s inside when I knew it was out

Exasperate me to a scream and shout

Feel it Cold when it’s clearly hot

Giving away the love I never got

Insisting night while the sun says it’s day

Running crazy circles with games you play

Proclaim it near when it’s rather far

Smashing sanity without leaving a scar

Misdirection has me befuddled and mad

Kick up those high heels with fun to be had

With her tones and a hurtful word

I Fall prey to pageantry of absurd

My temper rises and I feel hurt

And it’s time for her dessert

Calmly asking why I’m upset

Patronizing as she can get

Criticizing my tone which rises fast

Wondering how long this hurt will last

I turn around and walk away

A parting shot she would say

Getting away is what my goal was about

Then above a whisper, “Go ahead and pout”

-aaa 🔥