Consumed and Tossed Asunder

Art by Melissa Daugherty
https://www.deviantart.com/madartwork42

You tear me apart with every word

You strip away my flesh and bone

This situation is quite absurd

You’re toxic treatment I can’t condone

–

You manipulated me and told lies

Many false words led me astray

Relationships dwindle when the love dies

The best parts of me were ripped away

–

I covered you in my blanket of love

You smothered me in your cruel hate

I brought you peace like a dove

And you left me to choke on my fate

–

Through great effort I lost all that weight

And I gained a lot of muscle

You never noticed until it was too late

Rendering moot much my hustle

–

A starving man, I was neglected

As your love was withheld from me

Instead of being protected

Your ugliness consumed me

–

I wanted to be your lover

Though you never really did care

Instead I got screwed over

And you were my cross to bear

–

So I had bid goodbye to you

Long before you left our sacral bed

Today I try to think the best of you

But worms of your memory burrow holes in my head… ~ ~ ~

-aaa

Originally Published 05/09/2024

Don’t Walk Away, Run!!!

Crocheted Donut by Jenny Gallego

Your love was as satisfying as a crocheted donut for breakfast.

Your compassion was as deep and rich as a red solo cup.

Your passion was as fiery as the heart of a thousand year old glacier.

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Your emotional abuse was as consistent as the phases of the moon.

Your disdain for me and anything I found remotely interesting was a death blow.

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Taking all of these into consideration, I walked away and never looked back lest I be turned to stone…

-AAA 07/14/2024

Consumed and Tossed Asunder

Art by Melissa Daugherty
https://www.deviantart.com/madartwork42

You tear me apart with every word

You strip away my flesh and bone

This situation is quite absurd

You’re toxic treatment I can’t condone

–

You manipulated me and told lies

Many false words led me astray

Relationships dwindle when the love dies

The best parts of me were ripped away

–

I covered you in my blanket of love

You smothered me in your cruel hate

I brought you peace like a dove

And you left me to choke on my fate

–

Through great effort I lost all that weight

And I gained a lot of muscle

You never noticed until it was too late

Rendering moot much my hustle

–

A starving man, I was neglected

As your love was withheld from me

Instead of being protected

Your ugliness consumed me

–

I wanted to be your lover

Though you never really did care

Instead I got screwed over

And you were my cross to bear

–

So I had bid goodbye to you

Long before you left our sacral bed

Today I try to think the best of you

But worms of your memory burrow holes in my head… ~ ~ ~

-aaa

Gaslight (Ex) Wife

I know it’s up but you say it’s down

Desired respect but treated as a clown

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Right I swear but you say left

Peace of mind that is your theft

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Saying it’s inside when I knew it was out

Exasperate me to a scream and shout

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Feel it Cold when it’s clearly hot

Giving away the love I never got

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Insisting night while the sun says it’s day

Running crazy circles with games you play

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Proclaim it near when it’s rather far

Smashing sanity without leaving a scar

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Misdirection has me befuddled and mad

Kick up those high heels with fun to be had

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With her tones and a hurtful word

I Fall prey to pageantry of absurd

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My temper rises and I feel hurt

And it’s time for her dessert

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Calmly asking why I’m upset

Patronizing as she can get

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Criticizing my tone which rises fast

Wondering how long this hurt will last

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I turn around and walk away

A parting shot she would say

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Getting away is what my goal was about

Then above a whisper, “Go ahead and pout”

-aaa 🔥