
I loved her so much
Feeling wasn’t mutual
No matter how hard
I tried, nothing could be changed
Her heart, made of hardest stone.
-AAA 12/18/2024

I loved her so much
Feeling wasn’t mutual
No matter how hard
I tried, nothing could be changed
Her heart, made of hardest stone.
-AAA 12/18/2024

She had been hurt so much that she wrapped her heart with barbed wire.
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Not letting anybody close enough to love or even know her.
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If they tried they’d be shredded up into ribbons of emotion.
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This assures she’ll never be hurt or loved again…
-AAA 12/14/2024

E schew
N onviable
C umbersome
U mbrage
M alevolent
B urdensome
R uminate
A bysmal
N ervous
C onfounded
E xasperating
-AAA 12/06/2024

IV tubes
Bruises purple and blue and red
She stirs in pain
From a cold hospital bed.
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Her surgery is done
Fixing her femur shattered
Broken in three places
Her comfort is what matters.
–
As hourly nurses in poke and prod
She tries to rest if she can
Putting the pieces back together
Will be her next plan,
–
Immobile and needing care
Future physical therapy so she can walk
Everything has been so scary
She’s so weak she can barely talk.
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She’ll bide her time and regain strength
Confined to her cold hospital bed
Twists and turns of the challenge before her
Are troubling her once peaceful head…
-AAA 11/22/2024

She was an innocent naive flower of a woman.
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Until the cruel, cold, harsh world, got a hold of her. Then cynicism took over, and her heart turned to ice.
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Instead of love, all she could see was hate. Her trust, betrayed, she was heartbroken. Then set her sights n hurting others, as misery loves company…
-AAA 10/16/2024

I don’t want to remember
All the deaths that they suffered
It was one bright September
Tragedy was not buffered.
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I’ve done all my figuring
After many years later
No magic conjuring
Will ever make it waver
-AAA 07/20/2024
Originally Published 07/20/2024

Due hold very still.
This will be very painful.
But necessary…
-AAA 08/28/2024
Originally Published 04/27/2024

Jagged flashing lights on peripheral side
A warning is here you must abide
–
The shocking hurt will be here soon
Unconsciousness your only boon
–
Pressure crushing like the bottom of an ocean
Dizziness and nausea with each motion
–
Never want to leave the bed
Pulsing throbs inside your head
–
Close your eyes and pray to sleep
Never felt pain could be so deep
–
Front and back right side and left
Wishing this was all bereft
–
Suck down aspirins 3 at a time
Praying the pain will end this time
–
Wake up in the morrow and it didn’t end
First to greet you is that throbbing friend
–
Off with the lights embrace the dark
Relief to your eyes from daylight’s spark
–
Reading impossible it’s hurts too much
Nothing to bridge the gap or crutch
–
A silent prayer just to yourself
That this ends, a relief and wealth
-aaa

I don’t want to remember
All the deaths that they suffered
It was one bright September
Tragedy was not buffered.
–
I’ve done all my figuring
After many years later
No magic conjuring
Will ever make it waver
-AAA 07/20/2024

Did you exist
Were you real
You broke our tryst
With little appeal.
–
You unceremoniously were gone
With little more than “goodbye”
Feeling the loss I was thrust upon
Made me sigh and deeply cry.
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I hope your new man is the best
Better than me, in the very least
If not, it’s your loss, I must confess
Since our fun exchanges ceased.
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So many questions
Left unanswered
Infinite suggestions
Hurt my ego like a cancer.
–
In the end
You left me in the dark
Rather than a friend
You’re just a question mark…
-AAA 07/19/2024

You feel horrendous.
Let all the tears fall.
Then rebuild yourself.
-AAA 07/02/2024

I scrape my knuckles.
On a filthy glass strewn floor.
Then I taste the blood.
-aaa

Feeling searing pain.
My entire world keeps spinning.
Migraines are the worst!
–
Each time I get up.
I am stunned by vertigo.
Aspirin is no relief.
–
Must be unconscious.
The only relief is sleep.
Soft dark and quiet.
-aaa

Jagged flashing lights on peripheral side
A warning is here you must abide
–
The shocking hurt will be here soon
Unconsciousness your only boon
–
Pressure crushing like the bottom of an ocean
Dizziness and nausea with each motion
–
Never want to leave the bed
Pulsing throbs inside your head
–
Close your eyes and pray to sleep
Never felt pain could be so deep
–
Front and back right side and left
Wishing this was all bereft
–
Suck down aspirins 3 at a time
Praying the pain will end this time
–
Wake up in the morrow and it didn’t end
First to greet you is that throbbing friend
–
Off with the lights embrace the dark
Relief to your eyes from daylight’s spark
–
Reading impossible it’s hurts too much
Nothing to bridge the gap or crutch
–
A silent prayer just to yourself
That this ends, a relief and wealth
-aaa