Rebuilding

Originally Published 04/26/2024

From the deepest depths of my soul there is a single small light.

This is the beginning, a long road to make it grow from an ember to a fierce blaze.

Tread lightly and cry as much as you can.

Your heart is rebooting, bare with the pain the burning and the radiating tingles.

I swear it’s going to be better than alright faster than you think.

You face your pain you invite it you bask as swim in it.

This processes and heals you and fast it’s just very hard and very intense.

You’re doing it, I don’t know but this is a rebirth. Hang on and keep going!

-aaa

Rebuilding

From the deepest depths of my soul there is a single small light.

This is the beginning, a long road to make it grow from an ember to a fierce blaze.

Tread lightly and cry as much as you can.

Your heart is rebooting, bare with the pain the burning and the radiating tingles.

I swear it’s going to be better than alright faster than you think.

You face your pain you invite it you bask as swim in it.

This processes and heals you and fast it’s just very hard and very intense.

You’re doing it, I don’t know but this is a rebirth. Hang on and keep going!

-aaa

The End of the Beginning

You put in your best and it didn’t work out

That’s what life can be about

Loved very hard but you lost

Pondering if was worth cost

The Love you gave, and all its good

Didn’t turn out the way it should

Sleepless nights and endless tears

Trying to allay your deepest fears

Wondering what tomorrow brings

The iciest winter or warmest of springs

Look deep inside for signs of hope

On how to deal or how to cope

Then there it is a small sign at first

A hint of confidence then a burst

Remember who you used to be

Before your lesson’s history

Finding glimmers of light inside your soul

That flourished before you lost your goal

Buried away at every measure

About to recover the greatest treasure

Creative weirdness, music, and art

All your essence from the very start

Concerts friends and moments of peace

Bring what was chaos back to ease

Now you’re fully you my friend

And all your pain will come to an end

Always hit the gym and hit it hard

Venture outside your own backyard

Embrace change from all directions

And enjoy new found introspections

Don’t stress twisted time and endless sands

Your life is where it belongs, in your own hands

-aaa

PEACEFUL HAPPINESS (After the Divorce)

(2/10/22 – 11-10-22)

*Lying still in silent embracing of thought

*Warm notions gently wash over a weary mind

*Kindness fills up until bubbling over

*Sadness, gone and not chosen

*Solely, the greatest remain

*Warming heart beats, and loves with passion

*Strong/seasoned with extensive use

*Wisdom comes forward replacing pain

*Compassion is present replacing hate

*Patience and forgiveness applied in abundance quietly inside

*Grace filled will all the love that it can hold

*This is living, now, eyes closed drifting blissfully…

-aaa 😊