Tag: regret

Separate Ways

Anthony2 Comments

We had gone as far as we could.

Said all that we could say.

We can do no further good.

So neither of us want to stay.

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Our last words are being said.

Along with a deep firm hug.

For one last time I held her head.

Feeling my heart give that familiar tug.

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The times we had were very hard.

Many situations were each unfair.

Our story mapped on a crooked chart.

Painful times we both did share.

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As I hold her for the last time.

Fresh warm tears stain my face.

Break-ups are horrible like the scene of a crime.

Pain, ruin, and destruction all over the place.

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What was the final cause?

I’m not sure if we’ll ever know.

Many bad circumstances we tripped across.

Never finding any stability or flow.

–

We share heartfelt goodbyes.

And many “I’m sorries” in our embrace.

We let go, I give kiss her forehead as she cries.

I softly wipe the tears streaking down her face.

–

The life we shared now at an end.

And the memories of it today, are just a haze.

Once we were lovers, but now distant friends.

Parting, each we go our separate ways…

-aaa

Originally Published 05/06/2024

Regret

Anthony3 Comments

Reach me, hold me,

touch me, scold me.

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Tell me I was wrong

Say it or in a song.

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Let me know how to fix it

and I’ll cook, stir, and mix it.

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Please don’t leave don’t say goodbye

it will hurt too much to cry.

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Words “I’m sorry” can’t say enough

take them in before a rebuff.

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Forgiveness is love’s mere boon

here on earth and beyond the moon.

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Taking mulligans is hard to do

try taking three, one, or two.

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Forget not what holds us dear

someone warm and caring near.

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Pride is razor sharp and slanted

so don’t take lovest ones for granted.

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Fall deep into the lonliness chasms

Nothing felt but a hear that spasms.

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Think of the other and not just self,

or end up will you on a shelf,

without love and by yourself…

AAA 05/20/2020

Separate Ways

Anthony5 Comments

We had gone as far as we could.

Said all that we could say.

We can do no further good.

So neither of us want to stay.

–

Our last words are being said.

Along with a deep firm hug.

For one last time I held her head.

Feeling my heart give that familiar tug.

–

The times we had were very hard.

Many situations were each unfair.

Our story mapped on a crooked chart.

Painful times we both did share.

–

As I hold her for the last time.

Fresh warm tears stain my face.

Break-ups are horrible like the scene of a crime.

Pain, ruin, and destruction all over the place.

–

What was the final cause?

I’m not sure if we’ll ever know.

Many bad circumstances we tripped across.

Never finding any stability or flow.

–

We share heartfelt goodbyes.

And many “I’m sorries” in our embrace.

We let go, I give kiss her forehead as she cries.

I softly wipe the tears streaking down her face.

–

The life we shared now at an end.

And the memories of it today, are just a haze.

Once we were lovers, but now distant friends.

Parting, each we go our separate ways…

-aaa

Goodbye, Green Eyed Girlie

Anthony6 Comments

Where did you go? Where have you gone

There’s been time between to reflect on

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It’s been nearly 18 years since we dated

Though our love was destined ill fated

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Though I never forgot you even in the end

And I hope you still saw me as a friend

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Loss is hard especially with love

Saying goodbyes with a violent shove

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You lost your love and then yourself

Stagnating away on a dusty shelf

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Wishing relief could’ve been given

So that you could restart happily living

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Your large heart and ability to care

Were your lifetime cross to bear

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Your star was dimmed way to soon

With eternity now your only boon

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I hope pray each night and day

A new unity with all taken away

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Please forgive me I implore

For closing off my apartment door

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Protecting boundaries is nothing to boast

Slamming my door when you needed me most

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Now you are energy in its purest form

Traveling faster than light is your norm

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Reunited with parents and lover

New infinities to discover

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I look back on the time we spent

And remember and smile for what it meant

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Stunning Green eyes and a warm fair face

Often brought me smiles and grace

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Wondershozen and the Simpsons we shared

And I’m certain that you really cared

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I truly wanted to bring you peace

To bring your painful life at ease

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You are free now my friend

And your joys will never end

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Goodbye adieu a fond farewell

A highlight in my life and I wish you well

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More lessons in life to portend

A long peaceful rest my friend…

-aaa