Ghosted And Dropped

In this time of crying.

You don’t see me there.

Gasping, choking, sighing.

Desperately, grasping for air.

Why did you leave me?

Where did you go?

Why must you deceive me?

I am reeling from the blow.

What did I do?

That wasn’t good enough.

Why weren’t you true?

This deception was rough.

All of your kisses.

Truly didn’t mean a thing.

My perceived hits were misses.

Hence, I was never your king.

I thought you were my forever.

Forever, plus a day.

In reality you were never.

Ever intending to stay.

First, you started ghosting.

Avoiding me in chat.

Barely responding to my posting.

You left me hard and flat.

You said you couldn’t love me.

When I told you “I love you”.

Your rejection, just crushed me.

At the time knowing not what I’d do.

So I bitterly reminisce you.

Now that you’re long gone.

And I’ll never again kiss you.

As you used me like a pawn…

-aaa

Originally Published 05/10/2024

I am a Martian

Originally Published 04/26/2024

I am one of a kind

Unique is the rule

No one to bind

As I’m a fool

Far from my planet

I’m all alone

I take nothing for granted

A billion miles from home

Sensitive to all that feel

But none of them feel a thing

Truly alone is my real

As I feel often loneliness’s sting

My plight is all mine

And mine all alone

Nobody to match me is a crime

That’s hurt me to the bone

I have a giant third eye

It’s my greatest power

I can feel it when you cry

Or when you’re glowing like a flower

No antennae on my head

I’m not sporting a green face

No what is ever said

I’m scorned by the human race

Being so weird makes me sad

I never do quite fit in

Many frustrations to be had

Despite the effort, I never win

So I gaze low eyes to the sky

As I sit here all alone

Ever hoping a saucer will come by

And return me to my Martian home…

-aaa

Imaginary Lovers, so it Seems

Did you exist

Were you real

You broke our tryst

With little appeal.

You unceremoniously were gone

With little more than “goodbye”

Feeling the loss I was thrust upon

Made me sigh and deeply cry.

I hope your new man is the best

Better than me, in the very least

If not, it’s your loss, I must confess

Since our fun exchanges ceased.

So many questions

Left unanswered

Infinite suggestions

Hurt my ego like a cancer.

In the end

You left me in the dark

Rather than a friend

You’re just a question mark…

-AAA 07/19/2024

Crushed

She really took him for such a fall.

He had no idea until it was too late.

There’s nothing that could be done at all.

Just pack it up, and call it a day.

Try bouncing a ball against the wall.

That should clear your weary mind.

Or placate further, hike a hill that’s tall.

It’s over now, for this, there is no debate.

One day soon, you’ll be clear of this squall…

-AAA 07/17/2024

Love Rejected 💔

What can I do

What can I say

It’s now all moot

Since you’ve gone away.

I gave you love

Without fear or scare

You left with a shove

I guess life isn’t fair.

You called me a beast

In our passionate bed

Now crumbs and not a feast

In my wearied head

No goodbyes

Or final embrace

I choked on your lies

With tear stained face.

We shared our souls

Mutual attraction fed

Now nothing consoles

You chose him, instead.

At least in the end

You finally fessed up

But late omission is not a friend

But a bitter cup.

-aaa

Ghosted And Dropped

In this time of crying.

You don’t see me there.

Gasping, choking, sighing.

Desperately, grasping for air.

Why did you leave me?

Where did you go?

Why must you deceive me?

I am reeling from the blow.

What did I do?

That wasn’t good enough.

Why weren’t you true?

This deception was rough.

All of your kisses.

Truly didn’t mean a thing.

My perceived hits were misses.

Hence, I was never your king.

I thought you were my forever.

Forever, plus a day.

In reality you were never.

Ever intending to stay.

First, you started ghosting.

Avoiding me in chat.

Barely responding to my posting.

You left me hard and flat.

You said you couldn’t love me.

When I told you “I love you”.

Your rejection, just crushed me.

At the time knowing not what I’d do.

So I bitterly reminisce you.

Now that you’re long gone.

And I’ll never again kiss you.

As you used me like a pawn…

-aaa