Ghosted And Dropped

In this time of crying.

You don’t see me there.

Gasping, choking, sighing.

Desperately, grasping for air.

–

Why did you leave me?

Where did you go?

Why must you deceive me?

I am reeling from the blow.

–

What did I do?

That wasn’t good enough.

Why weren’t you true?

This deception was rough.

–

All of your kisses.

Truly didn’t mean a thing.

My perceived hits were misses.

Hence, I was never your king.

–

I thought you were my forever.

Forever, plus a day.

In reality you were never.

Ever intending to stay.

–

First, you started ghosting.

Avoiding me in chat.

Barely responding to my posting.

You left me hard and flat.

–

You said you couldn’t love me.

When I told you “I love you”.

Your rejection, just crushed me.

At the time knowing not what I’d do.

–

So I bitterly reminisce you.

Now that you’re long gone.

And I’ll never again kiss you.

As you used me like a pawn…

-aaa

Originally Published 05/10/2024

I am a Martian

Originally Published 04/26/2024

I am one of a kind

Unique is the rule

No one to bind

As I’m a fool

–

Far from my planet

I’m all alone

I take nothing for granted

A billion miles from home

–

Sensitive to all that feel

But none of them feel a thing

Truly alone is my real

As I feel often loneliness’s sting

–

My plight is all mine

And mine all alone

Nobody to match me is a crime

That’s hurt me to the bone

–

I have a giant third eye

It’s my greatest power

I can feel it when you cry

Or when you’re glowing like a flower

–

No antennae on my head

I’m not sporting a green face

No what is ever said

I’m scorned by the human race

–

Being so weird makes me sad

I never do quite fit in

Many frustrations to be had

Despite the effort, I never win

–

So I gaze low eyes to the sky

As I sit here all alone

Ever hoping a saucer will come by

And return me to my Martian home…

-aaa

Imaginary Lovers, so it Seems

Did you exist

Were you real

You broke our tryst

With little appeal.

–

You unceremoniously were gone

With little more than “goodbye”

Feeling the loss I was thrust upon

Made me sigh and deeply cry.

–

I hope your new man is the best

Better than me, in the very least

If not, it’s your loss, I must confess

Since our fun exchanges ceased.

–

So many questions

Left unanswered

Infinite suggestions

Hurt my ego like a cancer.

–

In the end

You left me in the dark

Rather than a friend

You’re just a question mark…

-AAA 07/19/2024

Crushed

She really took him for such a fall.

He had no idea until it was too late.

There’s nothing that could be done at all.

Just pack it up, and call it a day.

Try bouncing a ball against the wall.

That should clear your weary mind.

Or placate further, hike a hill that’s tall.

It’s over now, for this, there is no debate.

One day soon, you’ll be clear of this squall…

-AAA 07/17/2024

Love Rejected 💔

What can I do

What can I say

It’s now all moot

Since you’ve gone away.

–

I gave you love

Without fear or scare

You left with a shove

I guess life isn’t fair.

–

You called me a beast

In our passionate bed

Now crumbs and not a feast

In my wearied head

–

No goodbyes

Or final embrace

I choked on your lies

With tear stained face.

–

We shared our souls

Mutual attraction fed

Now nothing consoles

You chose him, instead.

–

At least in the end

You finally fessed up

But late omission is not a friend

But a bitter cup.

-aaa

Ghosted And Dropped

In this time of crying.

You don’t see me there.

Gasping, choking, sighing.

Desperately, grasping for air.

–

Why did you leave me?

Where did you go?

Why must you deceive me?

I am reeling from the blow.

–

What did I do?

That wasn’t good enough.

Why weren’t you true?

This deception was rough.

–

All of your kisses.

Truly didn’t mean a thing.

My perceived hits were misses.

Hence, I was never your king.

–

I thought you were my forever.

Forever, plus a day.

In reality you were never.

Ever intending to stay.

–

First, you started ghosting.

Avoiding me in chat.

Barely responding to my posting.

You left me hard and flat.

–

You said you couldn’t love me.

When I told you “I love you”.

Your rejection, just crushed me.

At the time knowing not what I’d do.

–

So I bitterly reminisce you.

Now that you’re long gone.

And I’ll never again kiss you.

As you used me like a pawn…

-aaa