Ruthlessly absorbed
Everything about them
Little room for else
Nothing can compete with that
So do not bother trying.
–
This self love affair
Began a long time ago
And it won’t end soon
Your best bet is to move one
And find happiness elsewhere…
-AAA 11/22/2024
I
never
wish
to
see
you
again.
Being
honest,
I
don’t
even
miss
you…
-AAA 11/10/2024
You tear me apart with every word
You strip away my flesh and bone
This situation is quite absurd
You’re toxic treatment I can’t condone
–
You manipulated me and told lies
Many false words led me astray
Relationships dwindle when the love dies
The best parts of me were ripped away
–
I covered you in my blanket of love
You smothered me in your cruel hate
I brought you peace like a dove
And you left me to choke on my fate
–
Through great effort I lost all that weight
And I gained a lot of muscle
You never noticed until it was too late
Rendering moot much my hustle
–
A starving man, I was neglected
As your love was withheld from me
Instead of being protected
Your ugliness consumed me
–
I wanted to be your lover
Though you never really did care
Instead I got screwed over
And you were my cross to bear
–
So I had bid goodbye to you
Long before you left our sacral bed
Today I try to think the best of you
But worms of your memory burrow holes in my head… ~ ~ ~
-aaa
Originally Published 05/09/2024
Shellfish are selfish
Deep below the blue waters
Soon delicious meals
Eaten by countless otters
Along with the moray eels…
-AAA 09/17/2024
Here are the facts
As you have them set
You have no tact
Or any regrets.
–
You do as you please
Without any remorse
Your hyperbolic squeeze
Keeps you on course.
–
You think of only
What serves your need
You’re never lonely
Just filled with greed.
–
Whomever serves your will
You keep near you bed
But once you’ve had your fill
They’re as good as dead.
–
So sing your own praises
As your world revolves around you
I hear rhetoric in your phrases
As you have not got a clue.
–
You think you know best
As your world turns
Though I must confess
You have a lot to learn.
–
So go ahead and laugh
While you play others, hard
For one day photographs
Are all that you’ll regard…
–
So take my me at my word
As I grasp all I can hone
Yes, you think me absurd
Maybe not, when you’re all alone.
-AAA 08/18/2024
Of all the Diana’s and their claim to fame
You’re the far dirtiest with that name.
–
You truly don’t know where lowest low is
But I must tell you, you’re there sis.
–
Lying, deception, manipulation, and greed
I hated myself and you planted the seeds.
–
Low self esteem, misery, I was on a roll
All the more easier for you to control.
–
As a result, my health took a nose dive
You couldn’t care less, if I were dead or alive.
–
Zero intimacy not even near misses
Since another, got all your kisses.
–
Home from work, but I couldn’t vent
Lest you would tell me to go “get bent”.
–
You took my money and destroyed my credit
You should be thankful there’s no ‘Women’s Reddit’.
–
You even got alimony from me for two years
And all I got from you were tears.
–
You said cruel things and had a lot of nerve
Karma will find you, granting what you deserve…
-AAA 08/13/2024
This poem that I write
Isn’t for you tonight
I write about me
About being free.
–
No more lies and frustration
No more games and manipulation
No more playing your crazy
And being accused of being lazy.
–
So now that you’re far away
I’m a happier person today
So have yourself the greatest life
Now that you’re no longer my wife…
-AAA 07/26/2024
Chew me up and spit me out
Drop me like an afterthought
This is what your love is all about
Leaving someone to fester and rot.
–
Take and take and never give
Selfishness your middle name
Not a happy life to live
When the relationship is like a game.
–
Lure me back when I fade away
Making me thing you just might care
Manipulations led us astray
When you’re caught all unaware.
–
No amount of love given
Will alter this torturous course
A life of misery is what you are living
Wondering if it can ever get worse.
–
The only thing to do
Is bring this all to a final end
Loving yourself through and through
Will assure this never happens again…
-AAA 07/05/2024
Surrounding
yourself.
–
With
people
that
don’t
love
you.
–
Will
destroy
your
soul…
-AAA 06/29/2024
Why are you doing this to me?
Just stop it and set my heart free.
You’re being so cruel.
Played me for a fool.
That’s your rule.
To a “t”.
-aaa
Don’t love narcissists
Selfishness, their reality,
Degradation through manipulation
,of you,
Manipulation through degradation
Reality, their selfishness,
Narcissists don’t love…
-aaa
I can see you, now.
The true you and the real you.
As I walk away…
-aaa
He was cast aside.
With vanity’s deadly sin.
Still has his mirror…
-aaa
You tear me apart with every word
You strip away my flesh and bone
This situation is quite absurd
You’re toxic treatment I can’t condone
–
You manipulated me and told lies
Many false words led me astray
Relationships dwindle when the love dies
The best parts of me were ripped away
–
I covered you in my blanket of love
You smothered me in your cruel hate
I brought you peace like a dove
And you left me to choke on my fate
–
Through great effort I lost all that weight
And I gained a lot of muscle
You never noticed until it was too late
Rendering moot much my hustle
–
A starving man, I was neglected
As your love was withheld from me
Instead of being protected
Your ugliness consumed me
–
I wanted to be your lover
Though you never really did care
Instead I got screwed over
And you were my cross to bear
–
So I had bid goodbye to you
Long before you left our sacral bed
Today I try to think the best of you
But worms of your memory burrow holes in my head… ~ ~ ~
-aaa
Anthony’s Crazy Love and Life Lessons in Empathy 