Willow Tree

All willows weep 

Sum of all tears 

Their branches creep 

Throughout the years.

Roots that run deep 

Burdens carried 

Challenge is steep

Never varied.

Green in springtime

Auburn in fall

Reason or rhyme 

Unknown to all.

Always alive

Growing quite tall

More than survive

Thriving and all.

Lessons are learned 

On every branch 

Our world has turned

A solid stange.

Feelings do hurt

Accept, be free 

Rise from the dirt

My willow tree…

-AAA 12/13/2024

It’s a Journey…

Never let the harder parts bog you down.

Life’s journeys can be somewhat difficult.

It’s where we end up, so you need not frown.

Don’t beat yourself up, for it’s not your fault.

There’s sugar and spice but other times, salt.

Step up now and forget about the past.

For if you’d don’t, a happiness won’t last.

Now, you kick up your heals and celebrate.

As your best times will come upon you fast.

Being your best self in an ideal state…

-aaa

Originally Published 06/03/2024

Grow

Pause, step forward

Your so much stronger now

You’re more you.

With each hurdle

you clear, you will evolve

into better existence.

Don’t shy away

Just go for it all

Without any fear.

Embrace the changes

They were meant to happen 

For your happiness.

Old standbys go

While new ones will arrive

For your best.

Do not magnify

all of your life’s mistakes

Learn from them.

We are human

Missteps, make up our journeys

Enjoy the ride…

-AAA 12/01/2024

Be Free And See

You can be completely free

Of all that you think you see. 

Step back and just go with the flow 

Discard what you think you know.

Make adjustments to your perspective lens

Take pause and reevaluate your friends.

The complicated becomes simple then 

Just like learning how to count to ten.

This is the time, take control of your life 

Letting others do so will result in strife.

What’s yesterday will not last 

Letting go from a difficult past.

Face your pain with self confession

Take pause and learn every lesson.

Do what brings peace to your mind 

Surrounded by people of a like kind.

What were hobbies become careers

With self belief, not what you hear.

Make a mantra of positive thought

Achieving all you’ve ever sought. 

Living one affirmation after another 

More aspects of yourself uncovered.

Only then will you truly be free

of old hindrances you used to see. 

-AAA 11/15/2024

Journey To Your Self

Don’t sweat the small stuff

Our life is very long

Take each lesson even if rough

In stride for one day you’ll be strong.

Take each opportunity

That comes your way

Don’t get caught up in scrutiny

Make the most of every day.

Just keep going

You’re always in motion

Crushing your journey

With your inner devotion.

Someday you’ll move miles

And on others just inches

Do so with a smile

Even when life pinches.

Always experience grace

With general gratitude

Move at your own pace

Exhibit a positive attitude.

This journey is important

It’s where you become the best

The steepest climbs are potent

But you will pass this test.

Now give yourself a hug

Because you’ve nearly made it

Feel your heart and pride tug

For the progress you created…

-aaa

Originally Published 05/11/2024

We Are ALL Enough 

Who cares if they stare

Just be you, and dare

As long as you’re aware

Look inside, the answer’s there 

Empathy’s, cross to bear 

Knowing life is far from fair

Alive, because you care

There’s plenty of love to spare

And generosity to share…

-AAA 08/27/2024

Adversity (Thoughts Before the Final Divorce 5/18/22)

Originally Published 04/29/2024

What do you do when the well runs dry? When emotions are only anger and love dies

You reach out and communicate as much as possible but nothing changes her she just doesn’t want you anymore

You better youself and try to get stronger and more attractive but it has no effect and she is not impressed at all

what can I do or say to change how she feels and lives as nothing seems to impact her demeanor or how she feels

I’d seel my soul to get her to love me like I loved her that doesn’t work either she’s moved on

We do things but they feel like bones she has to throw rather than something she wants to do

I’d rather not be an obligation to anyone

I’d rather be a choice than an option

How will I go on, with all this hurt and pain

I always will, force of nature or habit, pick one

I love the kids and grandkids

How will I live without them, that’s very possible starts anew for the third time, is beyond sad

I can never get things right in my life always taking the course of highest resistance moving straight up hill forever seemingly

I just want to be a happy fellow and feel fully actualized in my life

To do so I have to build up myself created an infrastructure that has never existed

I have to create foundations pore concrete and lay down the plans for a new life and a new me that is able to be happy even if alone forever

I don’t know how I will do it all alone but I likely will have to and flourish despite the lonliness

I guess I am destined to be alone maybe it is as it should be…..

I will love myself somehow because it’s necessary.

If I don’t, then no one will…..

-aaa 9/20/21

Rebuilding

Originally Published 04/26/2024

From the deepest depths of my soul there is a single small light.

This is the beginning, a long road to make it grow from an ember to a fierce blaze.

Tread lightly and cry as much as you can.

Your heart is rebooting, bare with the pain the burning and the radiating tingles.

I swear it’s going to be better than alright faster than you think.

You face your pain you invite it you bask as swim in it.

This processes and heals you and fast it’s just very hard and very intense.

You’re doing it, I don’t know but this is a rebirth. Hang on and keep going!

-aaa

Fulcrum

Originally Published 04/28/2024

Strength rises from within

Providing ease in adversity

Malleable to change and experience

Strong enough to withstand the fires of life

Redefining importance and priority

Easing the pain of the past letting old wounds heal

Becoming a center stone in your life age in the lives of others

Sharing your failures to help others find the path

Swelling with pride inside overcoming obstacles

Realizing you can have what you want

Manifesting a life you always wanted in every way

Continuing the work to become a better you

Rediscovering who you are and were meant to be

Be your own success story

Transform your life until there’s no recognition

Unburden yourself except your limits and mistakes

No one or nothing will stop you except you…

-aaa 🔥🔥

Reality Quest

Originally Published 04/28/2024

Whatever will you do

When fairy tales don’t come true

Wherever will you look

Chucking every book

Abandoning each new plot

As something that we haven’t got

Searching for a relevant story

Not the drama insanity or glory

Rearrange the plot to make it work

Morph into a hero instead of a jerk

Be the man you were meant to be

In every way so the women can see

Just how great you really are

Then my friend you’ll be, a star

Top of their lists and gaining their call

Because you’re the one that is it all

Showing a light that beams from your soul

Will gain the trust that can bury the holes

Don’t give up as you are the best

As this is just another test…

-aaa

Rise Above Degradation

The cold hand of degradation

Grabs tightly in a choking grip

Bringing many down

Enveloping us in hopelessness

Nothing we attempt seems to come together

The only means of escape

Is our own mettle and strength

We must rise up and follow our truth

Violently tearing down all walls we build

Letting the energy of positivity flow in

Only then can we ascend to a higher level

Where no one or nothing can ever reduce us again…

-AAA 07/30/2024

Hey There, Watson

Originally Published 04/26/2024

Hey there, Watson what did you do?

Where has life landed you, friend?

Tell me tales of what you’ve lived through.

And how on earth they all will end?

I traveled deep into the darkness.

And I found light on the way out.

Most of my lessons far from harmless.

But that’s what my journey was all about.

Countless persons, experiences and such.

Formed the lessons I referenced before.

Love and strength were my only crutch.

Venturing past each slamming door.

What can I tell you my dearest friend?

Of what this world has given me.

Realities harshness doesn’t end.

Or a sweet reward of liberty.

Loving hard is not enough.

For person’s not worthy of a love.

No peace or beauty can be rough.

When all they do is push and shove.

Changes happened at this point.

An adoration for me I did find.

My gifts and talents I anoint.

As strength and power fill my mind.

The answers all kept coming.

To the questions remaining in my life.

With all my passions continuously summing.

I found the courage to leave my wife.

Toxic narcissism was her art.

From the beginning of our life.

Only when we were apart.

Did I realize I never had a loving wife.

Moving to a far away land.

I began the changes that never end.

Feeling empowered and really grand.

Starting affirmations I became a best friend.

A new career, no longer a phony.

I started writing for a living.

Helping me pay my alimony.

And providing me was sorely missing.

Purpose, usefulness, and daily challenge.

Or a steady part of my career.

This is how I get my revenge.

Building a future not muddled, but clear.

Final words my friend for you.

We can drop a needless fuss.

The brightest future now in view.

Succeeding example for the rest of us…

-aaa

Achievement

Originally Published 04/26/2024

Rise, ascend all pain.

Break the endless toxic chain.

Rebuild, start again.

Reach down deep inside.

Where your feelings cannot hide.

Aside, foolish pride.

Know your heart and beat.

Find that you’ll never retreat.

It lays at your feet.

Destiny is yours.

Like the winningest racehorse.

Take the desired course.

Be proud, look at you.

Only at your best it’s true.

Now it’s time to do

Take these flames to bed.

Smile as you rest your soft head.

Think of what’s been said…

-aaa

In your Right Mind

Originally Published 04/19/2024

It’s time to share a some thoughts

For those who’ve had hearts broken

It’s the ought to and ought nots

To whom that I have spoken

Take a deep look inside

And tell me what you see

If you’re not beaming with pride

You’re stuck and still not free

Look at all you’ve done

And all that you’ve survived

Not all of it was fun

But you’re here and still alive

Don’t worry about the future

Don’t dwell upon the past

Living in the present will suture

All the wounds you have amassed

Take lots of chances

In any opportunity to change

No more missed advances

Embrace your inner strange

Move forward on your journey

But know just where you are

If you’re twenty, fifty-two, or thirty

You are a shining star

So pat yourself right on the back

And have some pride, my friend

For your journeys been on a weary trek

But the worst of it is at an end…

-AAA

Self Synchrony

Originally Published 04/24/2024

I sing my own song.

I admit it when I’m wrong.

Know where I belong.

I play my own tune.

Not with a flute or bassoon.

But drums to the moon

I know who I am.

And Never seize up or clam.

Always be a man

Fear nothing that’s lived.

Life will flow freely as sieved.

If you just forgive.

Then you’d truly live.

Now’s the time my friend.

For this exercise will end.

Gentle peace portend…

-aaa

Negativity’s Minions Depart!

Darkness don’t envelop me

Move far far away

Across an enormous sea

Keeping you at bay.

Sadness get away go now

Leave while you have the chance

I’m no longer negativity’s sow

So find another place to dance.

Misery your company I don’t need

Pack your bags and get out of here

Never again on my soul will you feed

So kindly make tracks and store your gear.

Self loathing, you and I are now through

Join your other lame friends and leave town

There’s nothing further you can do

So leave this place and take your frown.

Uncertainty, you once one a great foe

Now your just a feeling I discard

Join the others and simply go

One foot then the other, it’s not hard.

Self-pity there’s no room for you

You’ll also have to make some tracks

Find a place, and grab a brew

Leave while you can as I have the facts.

Desperation the last to leave

You were the biggest pest of all

Limiting myself to what I could achieve

Now you’re the one who takes a fall.

I tread a new road without my old friends

They say negativity loves company

And that’s where my company ends

Now I become the best that I can be…

-AAA 07/24/2024

Crushed

She really took him for such a fall.

He had no idea until it was too late.

There’s nothing that could be done at all.

Just pack it up, and call it a day.

Try bouncing a ball against the wall.

That should clear your weary mind.

Or placate further, hike a hill that’s tall.

It’s over now, for this, there is no debate.

One day soon, you’ll be clear of this squall…

-AAA 07/17/2024

The Mastery of, Me

I am asserting the mastery of my real self!!!

There is nothing to do it is already done.

There is nothing to be, I already am.

There is nothing to have it is already mine.

There is nothing to prove it is already proven .

There is nowhere to rush, I am already here.

There is nothing to fix, I am already whole.

-AAA 04/15/2022

Perilous Penny Purdy

Penny Purdy unleashes a barrage of her angst to an uncaring world.

The world responds to Penny in kind.

Handing her its very own harsh taste of bitter realities.

But never to be counted out, Penny fights back.

Finding an inner strength and sense of fortitude she presses on.

In the end she learns her lessons, finds the wisdom she needed to overcome come her angst in grace.

-AAA 07/12/2024

Rebuilding Alone

Standing alone

Holding my phone

I must atone

For all my sins.

I build me up

I fill a cup

Feel like a pup

That never wins.

I could just yell

Give em all hell

Works just as well

As safety pins.

I reach the end

Am my own friend

Will trust and mend

As I begin…

-AAA 07/11/2024

Our Best Selves Ever

All we could want, is to

Be the best version of ourselves and have a

Clear set of ideals up front, carefully

Defined and laid out to assure

Excellence and achievement through

Fantastic focus and dedication to all

Goals and aspirations to be our best, and

Handle all situations with care and pride, as

Impossible as it may seem, just

Jump towards a challenge, like a

Kangaroo, ever forward, improving our

Lives, one step and life at a time, with

Much happiness always in our control and

Never allowing ourselves to backslide

Or else, we’ll blow it all and be

Pontificating over all the losses and failures

Quite a sad way to end the journey, instead,

Remember all that’s been learned

So as not to convert those past lessons

To disasters which is a waste of time and will

Unravel all the progress desired, and the

Victories needed to win the game of life’s

Wild side that trip up anyone and make less

X-rays of the past as we’ve learned it all,

Yet there’s always more to master and then,

Zap, you’ve achieved all that you set out to..

-AAA 07/06/2024

It’s a Journey…

Never let the harder parts bog you down.

Life’s journeys can be somewhat difficult.

It’s where we end up, so you need not frown.

Don’t beat yourself up, for it’s not your fault.

There’s sugar and spice but other times, salt.

Step up now and forget about the past.

For if you’d don’t, a happiness won’t last.

Now, you kick up your heals and celebrate.

As your best times will come upon you fast.

Being your best self in an ideal state…

-aaa

Circumstance

Men must meet a rant

Create an instant mantra

Stain a master’s act

Man can raise a ruin

Meet a crane’s stance

Trace its inner ire

See it as it rises

Care as its airs cease…

-aaa

Journey To Your Self

Don’t sweat the small stuff

Our life is very long

Take each lesson even if rough

In stride for one day you’ll be strong.

Take each opportunity

That comes your way

Don’t get caught up in scrutiny

Make the most of every day.

Just keep going

You’re always in motion

Crushing your journey

With your inner devotion.

Someday you’ll move miles

And on others just inches

Do so with a smile

Even when life pinches.

Always experience grace

With general gratitude

Move at your own pace

Exhibit a positive attitude.

This journey is important

It’s where you become the best

The steepest climbs are potent

But you will pass this test.

Now give yourself a hug

Because you’ve nearly made it

Feel your heart and pride tug

For the progress you created…

-aaa