I Was Disgustingly Yours

I once was yours 

In that vain 

Endless chores

Pouring rain.

Hateful notions

Thrown at me 

Lackluster devotion

In an empty sea.

Promises given 

But never delivered

Agendas hidden

Coldness shivered 

Heartless mental abuse 

At your very hands 

In my pain you’d amuse 

Making other sticky plans.

Inside was out 

And outside in 

Matriarchal clout 

Cold ice within.

You though you were clever

That I’d eternally chomp at the bit

Until I saw never, your forever

Then I wised up and quit.

Less and less I look back 

All the lessons have been learned

I greatly suffered from your lack

Someday, your karma will be returned…

-AAA 10/09/2024

6 thoughts on “I Was Disgustingly Yours

  1. For such simple and direct sentences, the meaning behind this piece truly cuts to the quick. Excellent skill in producing emotional carnage, it even left me a little sick at the end. Perhaps because it hit so close to my own reality?

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    • Thank you, I’m sorry I didn’t mean to make you sick. To cut to the quick I was married/engaged three women all were narcissists all were very selfish and gaslit the heck out of me. This poem was for them.

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